Has anyone else realised how stupid all of this is? This isn’t acknowledging peoples photography, it isn’t for “art”. There isn’t any meaning to anything on my tumblr anymore. It’s just repetitive reblogs of things that don’t fucking matter. So I’m not using this tumblr anymore. I’m tired of wasting hour upon hour thinking that this is going to get somewhere. It’s nothing more than a popularity contest amongst girls and boys trying to do nothing but post pictures as if it’s going to express real feeling. I apologise for making this an “everybody” statement, I take that back. Because some blogs really do have a point, but some are just wasting time. I’m in year 11 now, and it may not seem like a big deal to most, but I waste so much time on here. This website should not be a priority. Having the most followers is not the most important thing in my life, nor should it be for anyone. Who the fuck cares about tumblr fame and being acknowledged for having a good blog? It’s so fucking pointless, and I’m done. My personal tumblr, however, is www.runrunrunrunrun-personal.tumblr.com, and it’s almost theraputic writing down every stress and every happy mood I have. I’m tired of this. So I’m not going to use it anymore. Because I need to have better things to do, and my priorities are ridiculously out of whack.
Midnight Nation: I guess this is growing up. ↘
Starting today, no more jokes and comments. No more going out of my way just to offend anyone. I’ve been controling my anger really, really well lately and I just want to take it that step further and actually stop being so immature about a particular situation that should just be left until…
This is exactly how I’ve been going. It’s just not worth it anymore, and I really think we have the same brain and I love you.
Will you be dating in six months?
Probably not
Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
Holli :)
Are you jealous of anyone right now?
No
What’s the connection between you and the last person to text you?
Georgia is one of my best friends
Hold hands with anyone last night?
No
What will you be doing tomorrow?
School, contemplating suicide, etc
Why did you last cry?
I don’t know
When will your next kiss take place?
Not a clue
Do you think you’re pregnant?
What, yeah sure
No
You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
Septum
You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
“The labyrinth blows but I choose it” on my feet
When was the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
Yesterday
Is anything wrong?
I’m just drained
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Russybear
What color is your hair?
Blondish
Do you wear glasses?
No
Could you cry right now?
No
Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
Yes
Are you someone who worries too often?
Not really
Who was your last text from? What did it say?
Georgia
“Daisy You twat! :D
I’m sleepy. Come pick me up from town.
Woo.”
This was at 3.23 am, and I don’t drive
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
No idea
Was yesterday better than today?
Yes
What plans do you have for the day?
Reading, seeing Tobie, getting my homework done
What’s the very first thing you do when you wake up?
Check the time
When’s the last time you had a headache?
Last night
Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
No
Do you ever think “What If” about anything?
Yeah
Do you judge people you don’t know?
Sometimes
Are you happy with the way things are going?
I don’t know
In the past week, have you cried?
Possibly, but I don’t know
Who is your favorite person to talk to when you’re down?
Ashlee or Jess
Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
Yes
Where did you go in a car last?
Home
Are you open aboutyour feelings, or closed off?
It depends, but I’m usually very open about how I feel
Who was the last person you were in a car with besides family?
Dion and Damo
Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
Sure
Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes
Should you be doing something else right now?
Yes
How were you feeling last night?
Okay, tired
Are you different from how you were a year ago?
Ridiculously
Ask me anything, tell me things, laugh at the previous attempts at abuse, etcetera. ↘
When’s the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
About ten minutes ago
Who’d you give your number to last and when?
I don’t recall, actually
How good is Coca Cola?
It’s okay
Are you hungry?
No
What’s on your desk?
I don’t really have a desk
How did you wake up today?
In pain
Last bone you broke?
Toe
Look at your face/head, how many piercings do you see?
None that are visible
You’re thinking about someone, aren’t you?
Yes
Do you get along with girls?
Some
Do you think it’s wrong to have sex before marriage?
Yeah, gona burn in hell, keen
If you could move to Africa, would you?
No
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I don’t know
Write random lyrics to the song you’re listening to?
Sylvia, get your head out of the oven
Have you had alcohol this week?
No
Could you cry right now?
I’m too tired
Do you like the color orange?
I do
Ever kissed anyone 18 or older?
I have
Math or English?
English
This time last month, were you single?
Yes
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything?
Seb
Where was your Facebook picture taken?
Backyard
How many pillows do you sleep with?
There are six on my bed or something, but one
Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Sometimes
Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren’t?
Constantly
Did you ever own one of those kid electric cars?
I don’t know
Are you close with your siblings?
We’re alright
Do you wear socks to bed?
Sometimes
Have you ever ridden a horse?
Yes
Who did you last text?
Russell, because he called me and I love him so much
What was your last alcoholic beverage?
I don’t even know, bourbon
Where do you live?
Australia
What’s the weirdest spot you’ve let someone lick you?
Ashlee and I have discussed this, because yeah, what’s weird?!
I have had someone lick my collarbones because they had fake blood (made out of golden syrup) on them, orrrrrrr I’ve had someone lick my belly?
Did you speak to your mother today?
Yes
You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Water
Are you clingy?
Not really, it just depends
Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like shit?
Yes
Who was the last person you had conversation with before going to sleep last night?
I don’t remember, Sam Halls I believe
Which would you prefer awkward small talk or no conversation at all?
I don’t know
Have you recently cried?
I don’t remember
Who was the last person you gave the middle finger?
Some old guy driving next to us who then got out of his car and called me a smart-ass cunt, best
What color reminds you of your school?
Blue
What should you be doing?
Not much really
How many months till your birthday?
Eleven
Where’s your sister right now?
In the loungeroom
When was the last time you got a haircut?
A while back
Are you wearing a necklace; who got it for you?
No







